Nathaniel Wingate Peaslee and Wingate Peaslee
The Colour Out of SpaceThe relationship between Nathaniel Wingate Peaslee and Wingate Peaslee endures a rupture that makes ordinary recognition unreliable: for more than five years, the mind and manner inhabiting Nathaniel’s body were not those his family knew. Wingate, still a child, remained convinced that his father’s proper self would return. After Nathaniel’s recovery, that faith becomes the basis for custody, shared study, and a close working alliance that carries into the dangerous Australian expedition of 1935.
The Years of Estrangement
When Nathaniel abruptly awoke on May 15, 1908, the mind, voice, and facial expression that appeared in his body were, by his later account, not his own. His family experienced the change as more than an illness or lapse in memory: his wife regarded him with horror and believed that an alien had usurped her husband’s body. She obtained a legal divorce in 1910 and would not see Nathaniel after his return to normalcy in 1913. His elder son and young daughter likewise recoiled from him, and he never saw them again.
Wingate responded differently. He could feel that the person before him was a stranger, but, although only eight years old, he held to the belief that his father’s proper self would come back. The distinction matters: his faith did not depend on pretending that nothing had changed. He recognized the unfamiliarity while preserving the possibility of return. When Nathaniel’s original consciousness did reappear, Wingate sought him out, making him the one family member whose attachment survived the years of apparent replacement.
Reunion and Shared Life
The courts gave Nathaniel custody of Wingate, and father and son settled together in the Crane Street house. Nathaniel tried to resume his former life, including his teaching, but the return was difficult. Five lost years had left practical matters to resolve, while his own actions during the interval astonished and disturbed him. Wingate’s presence offered a continuing family bond amid the work of reconstructing a life that had proceeded without Nathaniel’s conscious participation.
Their connection also became intellectual and practical. Nathaniel spent the years after his return driven toward study, and Wingate helped him with that work. This assistance joined them through a shared field of inquiry rather than restoring the past unchanged: Nathaniel was attempting to understand what had happened to him, while his son supported the studies that followed. By the time of the later account, Wingate, aged thirty-five, had become a professor of psychology at Miskatonic University. The professional path does not erase the childhood rupture; it gives the father-son relationship a durable life in the years after it.
Partnership in the Australian Expedition
In 1935 Wingate accompanied Nathaniel on the Miskatonic University expedition to investigate reported ruins in Western Australia. The party included several university scholars, and Nathaniel’s correspondent Robert B. F. Mackenzie helped organize the preparations, but Wingate’s role was also personal: he traveled with his father into a region where Nathaniel’s troubling dreams and pseudo-memories had persisted. Their collaboration therefore placed the intellectual work of the expedition beside the history of trust between them.
After Nathaniel returned to camp in a tattered and distressed state, he tried to conceal what he had encountered. He offered explanations for his appearance and urged that digging toward the northeast stop, but his reasons were weak and the expedition did not change course. Wingate was concerned for his health, yet did not accept the request to abandon the work. This moment shows a limit as well as a strength in their alliance: Wingate cared for his father, but Nathaniel’s fear and withheld experience could not simply direct the expedition through an explanation his son had no reason to trust.
Nathaniel decided to leave for the sake of his nerves and asked Wingate to fly him to Perth after surveying the terrain he wanted left undisturbed. Wingate humored him and made the aerial survey that afternoon; shifting sand had erased every visible trace of what Nathaniel had found. He then took his father to Perth on July 20. Although Wingate declined to end the expedition and return home, he remained with Nathaniel until July 25, when the steamer for Liverpool sailed. His care thus had a concrete form—transport, time together, and attention to his father’s condition—without becoming an abandonment of his own responsibilities to the expedition.
Trust, Disclosure, and the Limits of Return
On the voyage home, Nathaniel decided that Wingate at least must be told what had seemed to happen during his absence from camp. He prepared an account of his background for that purpose, leaving it to his son to decide whether the information should be circulated more widely. The choice makes Wingate not merely a companion but the first intended recipient of Nathaniel’s testimony. It also contrasts with the earlier years, when the family had received an apparently alien presence in Nathaniel’s body: now the recovered father entrusts his son with an account of experiences he himself fears may be illusion.
Their bond does not promise a complete return to the life that preceded 1908. Nathaniel’s family was divided by the years of estrangement, and the strange experiences associated with the expedition remain difficult for him to verify or share. What persists is the relationship Wingate sustained through uncertainty: first the child’s confidence that his father could return, then the adult son’s practical assistance and willingness to hear what his father has chosen to disclose. In a narrative shaped by interrupted memory and uncertain identity, their connection provides a rare continuity across the break.